Battered....

So there are days that you just get beat up. Then there are weeks. I have been sick with some stupid cough and sinus infection for almost two weeks. There is a girl I work with who would rather complain than be successful. I am her main target because sadly I have shown you can be successful.

After numerous meetings with her this week that also involved my boss I find it hard to see that no one just says, "stop pointing fingers at those in the game and GET IN THE GAME." I also have no ability to understand those who would rather fail and complain than succeed.

If you see me this week... give me a hug.

sun

today on the way to work the sun peeked out between the clouds for a second and I just stared. Instant happiness overcoming me. I thought instantly: wow! It's a whole sun. That's how long it's been since I even saw the sun.

Panick!